Three meaningless words running through my head,
repeated constantly until they're inbread.
Independantly seeing, distant possible dreams,
My thoughts and emotions being printed in reams.
Obvious things being broken to bits,
suddenly lifes complicated, nothing ever fits.
Twisted, contorted, my mind in knots,
Bartender, here please, I need a few shots.
I seem to have lost what was keeping me on board,
Now I have no-one to keep me assured.
So this is me, Unassured and drowning,
These meaningless words, still keep on pounding.
Three meaningless words running through my head,
repeated constantly until they're inbread.
independantly
Three meaningless words running through my head,
repeated constantly until they're inbread.
Independantly seeing, distant possible dreams,
My thoughts and emotions being printed in reams.
Obvious things being broken to bits,
suddenly lifes complicated, nothing ever fits.
Twisted, contorted, my mind in knots,
Bartender, here please, I need a few shots.
I seem to have lost what was keeping me on board,
Now I have no-one to keep me assured.
So this is me, Unassured and drowning,
These meaningless words, still keep on pounding.
Three meaningless words running through my head,
repeated constantly until they're inbread.
independantly
Probably the only reason I'm writing in here is because I've had 3 and a half hours sleep and I'm not thinking straight.
I've decided to quit my job and get another job, definitely not being a chef anymore because it's too stressful, the hours are long, the pay is crap and I have about 5 cuts on my left hand alone.
Sarah got me a booklet from college about night courses, I'm thinking of doing a business management course which is something that I've been interested in for quite a while.
I keep a diary now, a written one, but it is so much easier to type.
My hair is getting longer now, I'm going to grow it to the length it used to be. Ch
i'm pretty sure you'll never get this. but i'm so worried about you. ugh. ever since you sent me that e-mail, i can't help but wonder... where you are, how you are... i miss you terribly.